I can’t even have a normal conversation with you without getting worked up and upset fuck this

I really don’t want to talk to you or deal with you but I’m afraid if I’m too blunt like you always are to me your are going to go and then I’ll feel like its my fault when it never is you always suck so fucking much stop doing this to me

Stop fucking around just please stop

So excited to sleep for 2 hours and now up again to leave for five days ok